In my few previous updates I've nobly written about self improvement.
First, I came up with a new diet which would suit me perfectly. It was about dublicating any amount of unhealthy food with vegetable or a fruit and it was supposed to be easy as hell..sorry, (I have to constantly remind myself not to use swear words in my daily life as our son is picking up his words here and there - and as a responsible parent I don't want his first word to be "hell" or his first sentence: "goddamn cat threw up on the carpet again!") So, where was I? Yes the diet, it was supposed to be as easy as let say riding a bike! But no, I'm finding it difficult to obey it! Yes, I'm aware I should peel an orange..or two of them if I want a slice of cake, but when I want (=need) sugar, things go rather rapidly from one thing to another and I've caught myself constantly saying: "ok, you can have this one, but be sure to eat something healthy even after it.." Now, there's a plate full of - not grapes or blueberries, but white-chocolate-rasberry cookies right next to my computer, and guess if I've eaten anything healthy to "deserve" them..or if I'm going to do it afterwards either? I've had a bad day and I'm weak. Sorry jeans size 28, we're not going to be close friends as soon as I was hoping of. Can we postpone our date for next summer? So..Can I continue this diet tomorrow? Or Monday, I promise! (can you see the halo over my head..)
Then, there was talk about self control and mental exercice for a more stable mind Screw it..sorry for swearing again, I meant: it hasn't gone so well as expected either! Our little family is going to move soon to another appartment and there are million little details with the bank, real estate agents, insurance companies and tax authorities (don't get me started with them, or the swearing will be uncontrollable)..So it's been a bit intense, also with our little angel who seems to be chronically out of patience. No matter how I picture myself by the ocean and sunny beaches, I'm too close of losing my temper - and again the poor cat has to hear it (I cannot scream to our baby can I?)
Unfortunately we're not even close to the end of this rather frustrating period of packing, cleaning, moving, paper work..We'll get the keys to our new home next Friday and hopefully the moving day itself will be ok with the help of our family and friends. But we're suppose to do some home renovation as well with some new paint and wallpapers. So I think white chocolate-rasberry cookies are justified right now? And keep 'em coming for upcoming days..
Mr. Lama, you've visited Obama now - could you make a short trip to Finland as well and share you wisdoms about peace of mind? I'm sure China won't mind this visit
Yours truly, Woolysocks and the hand too close to the cookie plate once more..
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